ecstacy..

Shadows sweep the floor as I recline in my chair and contemplate my desires. I sip my cup of coffee lightly as I draw an image of you in my mind. It is an image of my own making. You are so feminine in the way you convey strength. I desire someone who can weave her words as a dancer in the dark. I want a romantic and a deep woman. Someone who can caress me with her words and follow through with her touch…gently. A person of such diverse magnitude that she can blow angel-like kisses across my eyes, then gently cause my lashes to flutter, with the caress by a breath from your soul; and strong enough to love me with the force of a full flock of graceful swans. I desire someone like you…

You shine as my soul emerges from within and blend, with thy own colors, as they flutter above as a pair of doves taking flight for the first time together. Do you know that the Dove mates for life and that once a mate dies or leaves for some reason the one remaining will mourn forever? The reason they emblazon so many wedding invitations and Valentines is because they are the birds of undying love and devotion. They embrace and kiss and coo to the other much as I will do for my love. My love is enveloped in your heart. My hopes lie deep within the caves of time and my desires are for the greatness of a romance that will defy the horrors of departure. Much as the Dove I will sing my praises of you and protect you with a devoted faith to last forever.

We will cherish the days when we become sentimental and look back to all the years that we faced scared emotions and came out with the love that remained strong. We have so much to look forward to in these years ahead. No one can tell what will be...but nobody can love me like you do. This alone gives me the hope to waken each day with you in my heart- beating and making me stronger. I want you for all that you are and for all that I have wished for in dreams that I believed impossible. You're the one with me as I lay my head down each night. You’re person who causes my heart to beat much louder in the dark as my thoughts join you in a wild dance of passion. I lie still and listen to the fan and my heartbeat. I hear yours then. I watch my ceiling fan turn and I’m lost in the hypnotic spell these thoughts of you are painting. You are constantly there in the choices I make. Like a miracle of my own wishes, you appear there above me. These are my dreams and the thoughts as they run within the recesses of my imagination. Just like a super autobahn I begin this trip with you. I play within my mind with you. I can feel you slowly lowering your lips to mine. I can feel the your soft breath I have yearned for all my years. I love the light touch of an angel and the sweet taste of your moistness…sweet and with a tinge of passion. I know your smell. I’ve lived for this chance all my life. I long for your tongue searching for my throat and then finding it with a moan of success. Then the sigh of your release bleaches the walls. It tells me that my search is over and we are one…for now. My God, what a feeling of complete oneness in the mere touch of our lips! The night continues. I feel your hands lightly caress my cheeks as you breath your love of life into my soul. We whisper our vows to the Doves as they take our love to flight. I sit up in my chair just then. My pulse grows rapid with desires of unimaginable warmth. I attempt to grip reality for a brief moment. I may as well give in tonight. The urge to melt away all the thoughts of you come with a rush of warm silky fluid as I rise up in my chair. Without knowing... I find myself sliding back into the chairs giant arms. They mimicked your feel...your tender touch. I slide one long leg over the arm as the other rests on the carpet. I feel my toes dig into the carpet to hold onto this dream. Beads of sweat start to form on my forehead and sticking the feathered bangs to my brow. I feel the hair ends begin to soak up the fluids released by my thoughts of you. Tiny fine beads of silver liquid wash across my cheeks as they make their way down. They form one long stream as they merge to unite in a melting wash of love flowing along my chest..the chest you love sooo much. It tickles as I finally give in to gently sweep away this dew of passion. My thoughts return to you and the fact that none of this hot fluid would have gone to waste if you were here. It seems such a shame to be alone when these desires are so great and need to be shared. I've loved you for such a great long...time. I would melt just to feel your soft hands on my arms, knees…everywhere as you kiss me slowly slowly..like time itself stood still and had no meaning.

Your breath is heated lust. I feel your lips against mine. Great jets of love meet your mouth and envelope your taste buds with a magnitude of the sweetest honey. How hungry is your thirst for the flavors that arouse exotic moans and sighs from within your passions for fulfillment? I know. My cries for you are met with the force of a stampede then. You are the closest to heaven I get.

Just then we become one, inside, briefly. You slowly absorb all this waiting for you and look deep into me. The moisture begins to burn, as our passion to lubricate our souls is sated. Nobody can love me like you do. The pace is quickened! I wrap my arms behind you to pull you further towards me...if it’s possible. Nobody can love me like you do... My heart is racing.... The arch of our bodies meet when a touch so great that one more touch and I words befell me. Your voice pierces the silence; "Nobody can love me like you do!" Our spirits entwined, we fly together. WE look up with the desire for the future to march forth as quickly as possible. My imagination takes me to the visualize a pair of Doves . One face snug in the others' wing and the look of comfort as the wings of the other gently covers their souls.

I fall then... deep to sleep.

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